Its over.

Well, its finally over. Monday Was the court date for the termination of parental rights and the adoption for my daughter. It was a sickening display (glad my daughter was not there to witness it.) in the courtroom. My ex was laughing and giggling throughout the entire thing. Every time a question came up on "do you understand you are loosing this right" she smiled big and almost laughed a yes. At one point the judge upset, says "Do you have a real grip on what your doing? Do you understand the severity of this situation?" and she smiled big and with a resounding YES. Looked at him smug. My attorney shook her head at it, and the G.A.L. even could not believe it. They reiterated the questions back a couple times to make sure and she just sat there, smiling and giggling.

Oh well.. Whatever. Its over, My wife is the mother of my daughter permanently, and that's not going to change. We have our house, we have our dreams and we have our future. What more could we want.

Thanks for all of your support, it was greatly appreciated. Now to find a new set of topic's to write on :)

South park revisited.

Well as you all can hear, i changed my background music. i just love this song, sorry all, you may have to watch it at work, or better yet, when you are calling someone a bitch, play it for them. oh well. i hope you all like it.

7 things....

Well i just got tagged, so here we are.. Thanks a lot Juei

7 Things


7 Things You Plan to Do Before You Die:

1. Visit England
2. Visit the place i was born
3. Write a book
4. Start my own gaming shop
5. Do AD&D professionally
6. Make my own next gen console game
7. Finally find God.

7 Celebrity Crushes:

1. Alyssa Milano (cute face)
2. J-Lo (nice ass)
3. Morgan Webb (gotta love a game tech girl)
4. Jeri Tylor (aka 7 of 9) (curves in tights)
5. Pam Anderson (never like the face, but the titts had to be brought up.)
6. Mariah Carey (soft features)
7. Molly Ringwald (ever since i saw her in Breakfast Club when it first came out.)

7 Often Repeated WORDS/PHRASES:

1. You have no idea
2. No way!
3. get over it
4. the F**k you say!
5. um.. No
6. whatever
7. cause i said so.

7 Physical Traits I Look For In the Opposite Sex (before i got married):

1. Big beautiful breasts
2. Red hair
3. Tight ass
4. Long legs
5. A lil meat on the bone (can't stand skinny chicks)
6. LOOOOOONG hair
7. A gentle face

7 People to Continue This

1. Rachael
2. Tan Kang Nee
3. Crystal
4. Bridget
5. Jenn
6. Optimist
7. Becky

* x champagneKISSES-hold me in your lap of luxury`` :DD

CClarice's blog

Everyone, i have found a post on a blog that i have been visiting lateley, this screams out attention and it shows a young girl baring her heart and soul to be shown and freed. I would suggest ALL of my visitors and friends to go and visit this post and blog. look for the one with a disclaimer about feelings. it is truely powerful.

Look to the middle block of text (in purple) and scroll it to read it.

Writing a book.

Well, it seems that it is coming time for me to yank my puter at home back out and hit up the old Microsoft word. I used to write young adult books. (fantasy adventure, d&d style books). I once wrote an 80 page book. But I never had the guts to send it in. Now I feel it may be time to try again. A lot of people are telling me I have a mastery of the English language and that I really need to try my hand at writing. I don't know, part of me says hell yes, while the other part says it will never go through. Oh well. I am going to try anyways. Who knows, maybe I can get WoC (wizards of the coast) to read it and include me in one of their short story works, or even a full length work. Talk about a dream come true. That would rate up there with becoming a video game tester/critic/reviewer/previewer. I will keep you all up with my story as it comes, maybe even through in a few lines from time to time.

The "Next Blog" button

I have been doing a lot of surfing with the "next blog" button. I have found some really cool things http://www.pamp3r.blogspot.com and some things that will make your skin crawl (i will not put up the site but think bondage/torture/porn/animals) If you go surfing beware, not everything is safe for work. But i have found new friends and info i would never have thought of through this button. It is truely a wonder what some of the youth have done, and integrated into their blogs.

Anyways, not much of a topic, but oh well....

Me

Well all here I am. Now you all can see the fat ass behind the words. don't throw any tomatos!

The move in theis weekend went well. my daughter loves her rooms, one bedroom and one playroom. she got the entire upstairs. other then that the only snag we have found has been the carpenter ants i found, but they will be easy enough to kill. i hope. anyways, i hope you all had a great weekend, and i will post again later this week as things pop up.

Homes

Well, home closing was last night! i got the keys! the house is mine! i started moving in immiediatly. hopefully i will be fully moved in by this weekend. i cannot wait, this is exciting!. I just want to get in and start my new life. get back to my family and games and all the other things i swore i would do when i owned my own home. This has got to be one of the greatest times of my life.

The woman came in to investigate my wife last monday, and everything went very well. she feels my wife is an excellent choise for the adoption of my daughter. now all i got to do is wait till the 26th of this month, and the parental rights will be handed over, and my wife will be her adpoted mother.

These are the days that we all dream of. now, the rest of my life seems just that much better. a good wife, a good life, a good home, a good daughter, and a shitty job. what more could any of us ask for?